I first laid eyes on Tac at Nick's bar & grill on Broadway. Tac walked in and immediatly caught my attention. I don't know what it was but I was drawn to him. I never said anything to him, I would just smile. I told my friends whenever I would see him that "I love him and he was going to be my husband". My friends dismissed my crush but whenever I saw him I had a feeling inside I couldn't explain.

Tac noticed that I had a crush on him and he finally approached me. We chatted and exchanged phone numbers. He never called me. Finally I got the nerve to call him and he asked "Who is this...are you the one that see dead bodies" confusing me with someone else he had met. I was upset, crushed. I hung up and threw out his number.

I ran into Tac again and he asked why I hadn't called him anymore, I explained I was offended and he apologized about the confusion. I invited Tac to my birthday party at my home. He pulled me aside and we talked and I got a whole different prospective of who he was which was very positive.

We began to keep in touch but Tac was very guarded. One night after seeing each other in Nicks he called and asked if he can come over. I said NO and explained to him that my son was home and I didn't know him well enough to have him at my home in the middle of the night. Tac respected that. We continued to communicate and Tac began to open up more to me. We started dating and hanging out. His first visit to my home he asked "Can I see your son's room" who by that time was away in college. I said sure. Tac said he wanted to see what kind of mother I was and I would be amazed at how many woman are clean in the club and have their children sleeping on mattresses on the floor. Tac is very observant like that.

Tac was very upfront that he did not want a relationship which was fine with me because I didn't know if I wanted a relationship with him.

After dating a while it was time to be exclusive. Tac was not ready for a committment and I let him go. I sent everything he had at my home by FedEx back to his home.

Christmas came and Tac called to wish me happy holiday. He told me that he would probably grab a meal from the gas station for dinner. I felt sorry for Tac although I had began dating someone new, it was nothing serious but I had invited the new person over for Christmas dinner. I told Tac he could come by before my family came and grab a plate. He agreed and he never left from that day on. LOL

I was very adamant that I did not want to be a girlfriend by age 50. On my 50th birthday I was getting dressed for work and Tac rang my cellphone. He was in the same room so I didn't understand why he was calling my phone. I walked over to the phone and a ring was lying next to my phone. I was so excited. That evening I had a birthday party and announced our engagement to our friends/family.

I realized I loved Tac when I knew he had my back and I could depend on him. That was something I had never had before.

I met Loren at Nicks Bar and Grill. I would always see her smiling at me and knew she liked me. I wasn't looking for a serious relationship with anyone and just enjoying being single.

Loren was different than the women I was meeting in the clubs. She loved to travel, go to events around town and was very thoughtful.

When I brought her to my home the first time and she saw all the work I done on my own her eyes lit up. She owned some investment property and was using handymen to do work for her. I began helping her with her properties and getting to know her.

When I told Loren I wasn't interested in a relationship she cut me off. She even Fedex my things back to me.

We ran into each other one Saturday night. She asked me to walk her to her car, then asked me to come over. I told her no, you decided we weren't going to hangout anymore. She said well this will be the last time and we've been together every sense then.

I realized I loved Loren when she cut me off and I wasn't seeing her. I knew then that I wanted her in my life.